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umm I love fucking life, thankyou. Even tho i cant stand my family right now, I still love them. They went out to eat Im not In the mood to deal with them.
I love sarah she my bff and i love all of friends. Im in such a better mood form the past few days.
I need a dress.
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I'm way to emotional right now. It feels like I have fucking no one. I honestly dont, well I think. Everyone in my life has disapointed me more then once. I'm tierd telling myself that its okay who cares what people think, But everyone cares what people think if they admit it or not. Peopl are crule, friends are crule. this song is way to dispressing...
when Im alone I think way too much I guess thats my problem. I dont what the fuck is my problem latley, I just been madd over nothing over no one I wish i knew so i can fix it.
I don't know what Im gunna so hopefully I'll get over myself something like that other then that Im just gunna sit here maybe start some more homework I dont know.
dallas green is madd good.
bffe..
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[07 Jan 2007|09:34pm] |
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YA, What a suprise my plans didn't work out. Its fine tho i went to the mall with adam and brian and hi mommy made us dinner. I liked it.
Should you listen to yourself or one of you best friends? I mean i know its your life and your dession but its one of the people that knows you the most. I don't know, I havent had something this good in a long time and i just dont want to ruin it. But when you try to talk to someone about the situation and they make you feel like complete shit afterwards. Its hard to enjoy.
I don;t know what the fuck I wanna do and i dont know if i should ask for advice or not.
whatever, sarahbffe
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[07 Jan 2007|12:14pm] |
I'm waiting on a fucking phone call. i doubt today's plans are gunna happen this whole weekend plans got screwed up nothing went right. At least Im fucking un grounded FINALLY!. But look yet im still stilling home. I hate how I lose reach of people, because even when you reconnect with someone its not the same. My love status is utterly stressful. I have trust issuse, and it fucking sucks I mean I cant tell if boys are lying or not. I just wanna be with someone that i can trust and no worry about anything.Im not ina rush but thats all I expect from someone just one person.
friday was a show it was okay i guess, I hate how shows are getting lamer lamer, People are so ignorit but thats how it goes i guess. Soon im gunna "Mom" tattoed inside of my lip. Like you
care anyways. Sarah is my best friend so is larua matt titu and brian. =]
I'll proberly right later to night before bed pc.
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[19 Dec 2006|04:55pm] |
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OKay lads Im back.
Im back for good, Im FINALLY ungrouned in 2weeks! 2weeks!
Fuck octocber-jan so long. But Its fine I love how i got madd drama with like haters on vanidoso I dont reply I dont need that shit xmas is coming Im gunna miss the spirtit of the christmas and everything but I cant wait to give & get presents
well i lost like 1/2 of my friends i have a ebstfriend that is amazing. shes my otehr half.
when i get ungroudned i wonder is everyhting will go back t normal?
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[28 Oct 2006|09:52pm] |
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i cant stop listing to portugal the man idc what yu say, there soo good.I went to the mall with molly it was fine ig to jeans theres like nothing i like anymore its so bad, anywho court sill and ti are coming voer today and i cant wait it will be like old times, were gunna get fucking crunck :DDDD. Im rlly happy how my life is right now i really like it. Im also really excited for monday :] <333
pcc<333
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[23 Oct 2006|06:50pm] |
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alright im gunan try to do this every night heh, Grounded ..still i know but my dad said im being good so i might get off of groundedation earlyer. I rlly like how this school year is goign alot. Its going realy smooth not that dramatic so its all good. It seems everybody is paired up and like together with someone else. I mean i really dont need "a boy" right now im fine with out one stress free and stuff.
I mean i have someone in mind i guess, I know i doubt anything would happen but its nice having thoughts about it. In a non stalkerish way heh. I really need to go to longisland soon, i miss it there im over due i miss laura and getting drunk with her and wondering the streets. Im tierd of the two faced bitches and how they change tehre friends every week it pisses me off. I dont understand they can call someone you have been chillin w. 6 days and call them your bestfriend. whatever im set with friends , i lvoe life :]. Ill proberly like right back later on today when i ahve an emotional break down.
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[15 Oct 2006|03:22pm] |
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Alright , im dusting off my journal i havent posted anything in a month haha well anyways I'm still grounded till december, im dealing with it. I havent been so happy tho, im dramam free staying that way haha, I dont need a boy right now, I m so happy with out one i lvoe my life and today .
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[17 Sep 2006|09:24pm] |
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I have been the most happyest person in the past 5 days. I know I dont have everybody in my life that I had before But I think its better now. I still care about people I dont talk to or people im not "friends" with anymore. School has been amazingly stressful, but I'm gettting threw it I dont see my close friends at all during the day, but thats what I like about it , so when I do see them we have so much think about. Friday was so much fun i went to panera w. molly james and kristie and im inlove with them then saturday I went to burkes & we do what we always do. I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH.
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This all good. School is amazing i dont think life can get any better . Im relizing now that you get your out come on life from what you put in it. The first day of school was stressfull i felt light headed . I love lauren m. aloot. UHHHH, im putting the boy situation on the dl for now i dont need that right now and all that drama. Im in a band now, wich is cool b.c tis with cool people <333
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[02 Sep 2006|11:37pm] |

I had my gay cmapout out it was okay , i guess. I got sick and "grounded" i just kind of want to just go to school i know that sounds stupied but its true. Im extremely happy for many reason's but there is one MAIN reason:D.
luv bby.
and fitz
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[30 Aug 2006|01:01am] |
ALRIGHTY,today i relized the quote, "cant beat em join em" and it works. Im so much ahppyer I know not everything works how i want it to be im still.. happy?
i need a job and i do lvoe my friends :]
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[28 Aug 2006|09:31pm] |
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Too bad; my best friend blieves other people over there bestfriend; I know i made a mistake in the past but why would I do that too him. It pisses me off how easly he could just erases me form everyhting well obviously my friendship wasent that great with him. whatever.
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It dont get madd easly so when i do get madd its for a good reason, like last night i got into a little fight with 2 girls and then i see them later that night and they just look at me ? umm okay . So tehn i got totally shit faced and Did some drunken internet oh boy was that fun :]
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| first entrey |
[26 Aug 2006|05:12pm] |
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Well this is my live journal my first entrey. I think this could be cool Im still trying to figure this out.
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